First Entry
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Avril Lavigne - He Wasn't
Well, here it is. The very first entry. Today's been a pretty boring day. I spent most of my afternoon hanging out with James & Daryl which was fun though. It's sooo cold outside! I haven't been able to get warm all day. I can't wait until the summer.

I've come to the conclusion that I have a jealousy problem or something. This jealousy issue that I've been having has no basis. I trust my boyfriend and I don't have any problems with this girl I'm jealous of. Yet I'm jealous of her. I can't figure out why. No matter how much I think about it I can't pinpoint it. Yeah, they're moving in together next year but I trust him and I know that girls and guys can be just friends without having it develop into anything more. After hearing the story about what happened to her ex didn't help with this apparant paranoia that I have. I guess it should because after experiencing something like that you're less likely to do that to someone else because you know how much it hurts. Oh well, I'll get over it. I'm just a stupid girl lol.

Speaking of stupid girl, I've noticed that my self-confidence has taken a nose-dive. I have no idea what that's all about. Guess I just wasn't consciously reminding myself not to act like a needy weakling. Wow, way to start off this journal huh? I promise not all entries will be like this. :P